As I read, my goal is diversity as much as it is development. So I make it somewhat of a priority to read books (and blogs) that challenge my thinking and assumptions. What I've found is that some of my assumptions were hollow and inherited sort of like a huge oak log that has, in part, become weak and rotten.
Our thinking becomes hollow when we cease to think about the things we profess to believe. Following Christ is not about assimilation, but at the core, abandonment. In fact, I would say that abandonment is the essence and true measure of acceptance.
Earlier I read this post by Winn Collier, pastor of All Souls (Charlottesville). It made me think of the depth and weight of a person's continual decision to live an abandoned life that echoes of the Kingdom come. May your life reflect the Kingdom ahead and its King who ransomed all for you.
Longing for home, for wholeness, for love, for life as God intended. Even if, truthfully, we don't want God today, perhaps we can begin by just allowing ourselves to feel the weight of the whole mess. There's plenty of that to feel, I think. And for this reason, Lent is a gift.



